Chemistry

I am an obvious product of my mother and father;
A clear character of my fathers bitterness and my mothers discontent.
A double dose of depression and a single dose of mania.

I am a not so clear product of divorce;
Of broken dreams, unkept promises.
Of insecurity and missing identity.

I am in touch, yet undiscovered;
Unexplored, but known so well.
Willing to discover, but finding more questions, and confusing the process during the search.

As a great product of my own questions and realizations,
I've come to Be through my experiences and traumas.
A state of acception.

I ask. I dream.
I work.
I recieve.

With the world at my fingertips,
I dare to dream.
I think of earth and rid small minds.

I am an artifact.
Put together with time,
Of my father's failed attempts, and my mother's compassion.

Strive vs. Love
A family of conflict
I absorb and embrace the characteristics.






(unfinished)