@m Aug.3/04 Journalling

No, No! Really, I think this whole heart-break thing is halarious!
It used to hurt, but I think I'm immune to it now.
It's some pretty funny shit eh?
I like the part where you went back to that skanky little girl who hurt you before!
You definetly got a good sense of humor! I mean- CLEARLY!
Oh! And most of all, I quite enjoyed watching you cry last time you told me that you "wanted me back"- and how "sorry" you were.
Dont worry- I didnt belive you for a second. I was humored by your tears. I wasnt touched, feeling sorry, or accepting to your appology.
I just knew that it would end REAL soon and that wonce again I could experience the tingling sensation of having my heart ripped to the ground and shit on again.
I wish I could stay and play your childish little games, but I really need to grow up and its now happening to quickly hanging around your dumb ass all day.
So in years down the road- or lets say 2 days (the amount of time it'll take me to get over you) I now say " I was a little f*king girl and it was a good learning experience".